A7x-Obsessed

The mornings were the worst. Before he came to his senses, before he remembered what had happened and what he had done...That short period of time in the mornings were what reminded Matt of how Zacky used to be before Brian. It never lasted more than a few minutes. The mornings were the worst because those few minutes give Matt hope that maybe Zacky could actually get better. The mornings were the worst because Zacky woke up with a stretch and a smile every time he saw Matt there, and Matt was there a lot. The mornings were the worst because that stretch and that smile made Matt forget. Matt forgot, sometimes, how messed up Zacky was beca

"Zacky...is that ketchup in your cereal?" "It is." "Why?" "Because it tastes like sex." Matt stared at him, bug-eyed and disgusted. "I don't think I wanted to know that," He said, walking away. "Then you shouldn't have asked," Zacky said with a mouth full of his ketchup Lucky Charms concoction. Brian, Zacky, Jimmy, Johnny, and Matt were all standing in Jimmy's kitchen, drinking beer and eating pizza, with the exception of Zacky, as sort of a celebration for another successful tour coming to a close. "Man, I really can't wait until you have this kid, Zack. I really need to take a hit," Brian said, sadly looking down at the pack of Marlb

Zacky hated himself. He was sure Matt hated him too. Afterall, he did sneak out in the middle of the night when he was asleep, steal his car, and drove to Brian's after he told him he wouldn't. But Matt was the least of his worries. Brian scared him a lot more. Zacky paced back and forth through the kitchen awkwardly, not knowing exactly what to do. He wished that Brian had told him when he was getting out of the hospital, so that he wouldn't be as nervous. But he didn't, and he could walk in at any moment. Zacky considered calling Matt, but eventually decided against it. He knew that Matt would try to talk him into coming back to his house